If I go missing...

[JCW]

I suppose you guys look down on me discreetly sniffing my sensei's armpit sweat when we spar at karate too. Whatever. Like your lives are fucking perfect!!1!

[CHEEZY17]

I suppose you guys look down on me discreetly sniffing my sensei's armpit sweat when we spar at karate too. Whatever. Like your lives are fucking perfect!!1!

Not at all. I don't mind being married but I do miss the days when I could regularly disappoint new women.

[JCW]

I suppose you guys look down on me discreetly sniffing my sensei's armpit sweat when we spar at karate too. Whatever. Like your lives are fucking perfect!!1!

Not at all. I don't mind being married but I do miss the days when I could regularly disappoint new women.

I never had a serious boyfriend before I met FJ. I didnt even kiss a guy til after high school. FJ was my first everything. Then that fell apart in a way that really fucked me up, I've kinda had to figure all this shit out on the fly the past 18 months and much therapy later. I think I'm doing alright, all things considered.

[Blast]

I suppose you guys look down on me discreetly sniffing my sensei's armpit sweat when we spar at karate too. Whatever. Like your lives are fucking perfect!!1!

Not at all. I don't mind being married but I do miss the days when I could regularly disappoint new women.

I never had a serious boyfriend before I met FJ. I didnt even kiss a guy til after high school. FJ was my first everything. Then that fell apart in a way that really fucked me up, I've kinda had to figure all this shit out on the fly the past 18 months and much therapy later. I think I'm doing alright, all things considered.

My ex was a few years too late to be my first everything but yeah. Anyone that's been paying attention knows how I've been learning on the fly.

[allwhitemeat]

I suppose you guys look down on me discreetly sniffing my sensei's armpit sweat when we spar at karate too. Whatever. Like your lives are fucking perfect!!1!

Not at all. I don't mind being married but I do miss the days when I could regularly disappoint new women.

I never had a serious boyfriend before I met FJ. I didnt even kiss a guy til after high school. FJ was my first everything. Then that fell apart in a way that really fucked me up, I've kinda had to figure all this shit out on the fly the past 18 months and much therapy later. I think I'm doing alright, all things considered.

my ex was my first everything. first high school girlfriend. first time kissing a girl. sex. all of it. got married at 21. Learning who I am without her was not easy and took a lot longer than I thought. The most important thing is forgiving yourself for any stumbles and obvious fuck ups you make while rediscovering yourself. youre going to screw things up, youre going to let past injuries/situations affect new relationships that had NOTHING to do with your past. Be gentle and forgiving and don't give up.